My space, friends, life, lies, truth and a diary.

Thu, 30 Aug 2007 11:20:31 GMT

I used to have a friend called Stacey, no one ever really liked her, but we would all hang out anyway. Stacey went to England a few months ago to do her driving test as she was about to turn 18. She left on good terms with everyone, but never knew no one liked her, she wasnt an entirely bad person but she was a very annoying, lying, two faced, attention seeking, stuck up, fake person. ( i could go on but dont have enough time to say more about her lol)

So whilst she was in England she would talk to me and our friends online on MSN. One day she came on and told me she had spoken to her Dad on the phone earlier that day, i asked her what about and she told me that she kept a diary with all the people she had done sexual things with and all her dirty little secrets (*hums tune of dirty little secret*)

Apparently her Dad had found it and had also found her vibrator. lmao. And seen as she never said i couldnt tell anyone, i though fuck it let's have some fun and i told a few of our friends.

She used to hurt me so much with what she would say about my best friend and my boyfriend, because my boyfriend is a brownish blonde, with a tint of ginger to his hair and my best friend mel has dyed her hair so many times i can't remember what her natural hair colour is, but it was something resembling gingery brown or blonde.
Stacey was walking to a bar with me to meet our friends and she just comes out and says to me "Alice, do you know Gingers have their own smell?" Now i don't know if this is true or not and i ain't really arsed, because i know for a fact Nico and Mel (boyfriend and bestfriend) always smell nice. I bit my tongue and never said anything to her about it.

She would also say to me sometimes how me and Mel would be a but slutty cause we was always getting with different guys.
1. it was none of her business and 2. She ended up been a hypocrit and started doing the same thing she would acuse me and Mel of. You'll see a bit further on in the email that i have added to this entry.

She would always say to me how i should find a new boyfriend and bestfriend because Mel and Nico was'nt good enough for me, i would also bite my tounge about that and never say anything.

Stacey liked the attention, she liked everyone talking to her and no one else, Stacey would act out all hard and tuff, but that was all just a facade. She would play fight and hit people; friends of ours, just to flirt or get attention, she would bite them, she would slap them, punch them, the lot. So come the actual time we would need her help when we got our selves in to a bit of a fight on new years eve with some spanish girls (and even guys!) because Mel had done something silly with one of their boyfriends of at the time, they wanted to beat her up, Farrah (another friend) and Me was trying to protect Mel and was hoping Stacey would help but no, Stacey was no where to be seen. She had stood on the pavement watching her friend get hurt. That isn't a friend to me.

So with that little sum up of Stacey Whitehurst. i leave you with the following Myspace messages that have been sent from her to me and vice versa. After she found out i told some friends about her dad finding her diary she wasnt happy and seen as i couldnt be arsed with her anymore i blocked her on MSN, call it me been gutless, it wasnt, it was me not wanting her to be giving me headache everytime i go online. She wasnt a happy bunny. lol. Here it is.

FIRST MESSAGE FROM HER TO ME.

11 Aug 2007, 16:27 Flag as Spam or Report Abuse [ ? ]
Subject: hi
Body: hi thanx 4 blocking me n thanx 4 been a m8 i thought u wasa true m8 obviusly not y u blocked me neways cuz u dnt have the guts to talk to me?? well u will b happy im not coming back to spain im staying in the uk wb

MY REPLY TO HER, SORRY IT'S SO LONG.

Well, let's see, Dads sold business to tony, i've been busy, you never told me i could'nt say anything to anyone, you also had a cheek and were quite a hypocrit whilst you was here saying that me and mel were sluty, that we slept around, YOU was doing it yourself! And who the fuck keeps a diary with all the people that she's shagged including the fucking positions!!!! haha, I've been told that you have a boyfriend now, is he ginger??? People say he is a right minger lmao! Another thing that used to piss me off about you, is how you constantly slagged my boyfriend and best mate off to me, trying to take me away from Mel, me and Mel had planned to move in together before you wanted to with me, but then you come along and are all like yeah lets me and you do it, but not Mel, i didnt want to upset you and say no so i went along with it, but i knew it wouldnt happen, you would constantly tell me to find a new best friend and boyfriend, and whould always ask me whos my best friend well guess what stace MEL IS! in the end i was so fed up with it all, all the "i'm so ugly" "i can't sing", when you knew for a fact you could and was not ugly but just looking for attention everyone saw through it and they saw through you! And i mean come on stacey grow up and stop hitting people thinking your hard because in the end someone like Ross will come along and hit back! Cause if you was so hard come the night of the fight on new years eve when three friends needed you and you was no where to be seen, fucking hell what happened to Stacey the hard girl you cant fuck with!! haha yeah right! No one finds it funny when you playfight with them, i know for a fact they don't. I blocked you NOT cause i ain't got the gut's, but because i can't be arsed with the head ache you would give me if i was online! okies? Another thing, Me a Cris gladely take the piss out of this among other people as well, lol. You're frigging dancing when you shake your arms and arse omg so NOT sexy! We imitate you saying who am i?? And everyone would guess straight away, i ain't arsed you're not coming back, i've moved out and am living with MEL, Nico and Kike, cause THEY are my true friends not some one that goes around saying do you know gingers have their own smell, or you need to find a new best mate and boy friend! I mean where the fuck do you get off on saying that to people, what the fuck did Mel ever do to you, huh??? Was it coz she got with Cristian first and you got sloppy seconds??????? everyone knew that Aaron would get with some else the moment you got on the fucking plane. We saw him a few days after you told me about your diary, with another girl, in his Car, that shouldnt bother you though, cause it was prob just his mate, i mean, you trusted him, you no i really aint arsed if u come back or not, just leave me the fuck alone, and never ever insult nico or mel again, im sorry i had a relationship with a nico and it was GOOD and im sorry my best friend was mel, but hey tuff luck on you! I think i see now why you never wanted me to be with mel or nico, cause you could'nt have it. Don't get pissy with anyone else if i've mentioned them, this is just from when you were here, like Cris and me taking piss yeah we still do it, and me and Mel aswell, but they don't know i'm telling you so you do what you want i know they won't be arsed that i've told you, Especially Mel, don't think shes ever liked you, Ahh well, anyways im sure i'll get a mean or nasty bitchy reply back, Nicos in the UK in a few hours, so he'll wanna meet up with you! lol. there thats as honest as i can be! Unless you want me to get really nasty which i won't. So bye and take care! lmao.

HER REPLY TO THAT.

From: stacey
Date: 30 Aug 2007, 03:44

WELL
1 my bf isnt ginga hes gt brown hair blue eyes mint body top personality so yr rong
2im not pretty n i cnt sing
3 i aint arsed bout tht silly dance i dnt like it mi self so there
4 gingas do have there own smell
5 i no mel neva liked mi so i aint realy arsed i gt m8s here betta thn spain n tht so nt boved
6 im glad that your not bothered bout mi coming back to spain im happy 4 yas 4 gettin a flat or wteva
so neways nt boved bye

MY REPLY TO HER.

30 Aug 2007, 04:01 Flag as Spam or Report Abuse [ ? ]
Subject: RE: RE: RE: hi

well let's see,

no1 yeah right at least your happy
no2 attention seeking and full of it
no3 then quit doing it
no4 Fuck you about gingers, u sad lil girl like ur in bloody primary school going around saying gingers have their own smell, they smell nicer than you and are much nicer people as well So how dare you.
no5 good for you
no6 ok and thanks
no7 you missed out quite a few other things.
no8 Dont keep another diary! lol
Bye

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Let me know what you think if you read, i mainly put it on here for my friends to read but anyone else is welcome to read as well. Sorry for the swearing, us British swear quite alot. lol.

Thu, 16 Aug 2007 19:12:33 GMT

Standing on the edge,
Yearning to be free,
Feeling so vulnerable,
Blury faces staring at me.
I try to rid the pain,
Always haunting me,
Like a bad dream,
It never leaves.
Holding me back,
It wont let me be,
My crimson blood flowing,
My heart longs to scream.

This is the first time i've submitted a poem, i'm sorry if its not good, i tried!!! lol feedback and comments welcomed!!!

this is the kind of fae i am... ok, wierd

Sat, 04 Aug 2007 11:24:08 GMT

What type of Fae are you?

Writer's Block

Sun, 24 Jun 2007 09:19:09 GMT

What was the last wedding you went to? Were you in the wedding?
The last weddin i went to was yesterday, altough yesterday was not a happy day, yesterday was the day a close friend of mine killed himself, after finding this out the whole joy and spirit of the wedding drowned away, leaving nothing but confusion and saddnes. yesterday was not a good day to get married. Yesterday was the day Grass died, may his soul rest in peace where ever he may be. Yesterday there was a wedding i was not in it, i was a guest. Congratulations to the happy couple.

heartache every moment

Mon, 18 Jun 2007 15:55:58 GMT

Her broken heart keeps beating,

Although she cries at night,

Her sad face keeps on smiling,

She tries to hide the sight,

Her love for life is dying,

She sits there and continues crying,

Her world is darkness,

That’s how she chooses it to be.

Tomorrow is another day,
Maybe some one will understand me.

Writer's Block: Who's in your neighborhood

Mon, 18 Jun 2007 08:16:19 GMT

How well do you know your next-door neighbors?

I know them more then i want to, i know them so well, that if they see me walking down the street with my friends they would come running up to me screaming my name just to say hello. I know they're names, i know the times they go out to work and come home. If walking up the stairs of my apartment block and i smell perfume i would recognise it as been the perfume of the woman. They know nothing about me, but i know so much about them. More than i want to.

broken angel raven

My space, friends, life, lies, truth and a diary.

this is the kind of fae i am... ok, wierd

Writer's Block

heartache every moment

Writer's Block: Who's in your neighborhood